Pairing: Buffy/Angel angst
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: Everything belongs to Joss Whedon and co. I only own the plot.
Story Summary: Angel thinks about Buffy after the events of "Sanctuary"
Authors Note: For Krissy, here's the B/A piece you hinted that you wanted.
Feedback: Pretty please...

Damn her for making me so upset and angry. Buffy stirred up all those old emotions that I thought were buried.

When Buffy saw me and Faith together, it must have cut her deep or why else would it have made her so mad. Buffy's jade eyes reveal that she will never truly be over me, no matter how hard she tries.

Even if we both move on, it's first love. You never get over your first love. First love is the sweetest and most ripe, like a sweet nectarine.

I never wanted to hit Buffy. We still got on one another's nerves. Our relationship was only tense when I became Angelus and even that couldn't destroy our love. I thought...no, she has her reasons for behaving like a spoiled brat.

Buffy is not a spoiled brat, but is only acting like one around me, because I've hurt her horribly. Why do I always feel guilty whenever I think about Buffy?

The answer is simple, Buffy is never far from my heart.

Go to the companion, Guilty Heart

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